I want it...

So here's the thing, I know it sounds weird but I look at my cousins life & want it to be mine one day. My cousin is gorgeous (not in an incest way, in a... he just is, way), he's in the airforce, has amazing morals, he's funny, kind, not judgmental, doesn't swear or drink, he's kind of nerdy when it comes to planes & some games, has the best family, was raised so well, he's just... A great person. He met a girl in a bar with friends, they fell in love like some kind of fairytale. She's not the skinniest of people but god damn is she beautiful. I don't know her very well but she has the same amazing family & morals & humor as him. They're kind of perfect for eachother... They live on the airforce base together, with their gorgeous baby girl. I'm sure there's cracks & imperfections but they're a happy family. I want that. I want a good guy, who loves me for me, who supports me & he's there. I want a guy who gave me a beautiful baby that he wants to help me with... I want to be able to see how much he loves our baby, their bond. For our baby to see the love between us, how it radiates. It sounds like a fairytale, like it's impossible... That's why it's a dream. But some people have it, & I want it.

There's guys like that out there, right? Is there hope..?